What a peaceful Christmas.... a time to remember the birth of our precious Lord. The girls were quite content with their gifts and play happily. I would like to say everything is gay and merry, and do try to put on the front but the truth is I have a terrible bug, my front tooth chipped off (again), our car engine light is blinking, our pipes froze, I need new tires, my husbands company informed us that we have new (worse) health insurance and my windshield is cracked. These things have only made me uncomfortable and I am so very thankful for all the gracious gifts we have! In spite of all these inconveniences I am so grateful I have a strong immune system, thankful I have teeth and a dentist, blessed to have a car that runs, health insurance and indoor plumbing. The Lord watches over me as I come and go keeping me safe and over flowing my life with blessings.
As this year comes to a close I can't help but ponder on the marvelous & individual plan God has for each of us. We each have a uniqueness given to us by our Creator. We are also at different locations in our spiritual walk. What one family practices another may view from a different perspective. When I was younger and my heart was not as dependent on Him as it is now I walked much differently, often wandering off the path, sometimes stumbling along. But, He was always there to catch and guide me. I had only to reach out. As I have become more intimate and developed a dependency upon Him I have changed. Much as in the the journey of a tree beginning as a seed, watered and nourished by the sun, taking in nutrients needed for sustenance and growth from the rich soil. Next, a tiny delicate shoot peeping up from the earth reaching up to the suns light. With the proper nourishment from the earth, water and sun the shoot matures and heightens stretching to wards the sun to grow even more. Eventually, if properly cultivated a wee bud will appear, immature yet eager for growth. This eagerness bringing the expectancy of the little buds goal... a delightful bloom bursting forth to produce more shoots, stems,branches,flowers and eventually fruit. Are Are we not like the seed needing the nourishment of our heavenly Father ? Do we not need his love and care to grow and blossom into a purposeful vine worthy of producing good fruit? If the Lord provides so carefully to the little seed giving it all it needs in order to grown into a mature fruit bearing tree will he not do the same for us who are so much more important to Him? He freely offers us the soil and rain, the sun and nourishment we need. However, it is up to us to reach up and take it in continually. If we fall short trying to supply our own nourishment we lapse and again begin reaching for the sun who is waiting, call us in to the light, offering all the sustaining substance we need. I am constantly falling and reaching, sliding and growing. It is when I stop reaching that I cease to grow. He has given me everything I need but I must continually stretch out to Him. When the weeds thicken and I can't see the light I reach for my sword and yield it until I can see His rays of hope. He is always there... waiting. I strive to be completely dependent on Him so I can become whole. On my own I am incapable of knowing God because of my sinfulness. I fall short of the standard of holiness acceptable to confer with Him. Through no effort of my own Christ bridged that gap providing a way to Him. I am just amazed today and always at His care for me. How foturnate.... how astonishing I have been chosen to be a child of God.
Christmas morning... gifts and the story of the greatest gift
gifts for mommy.... :)
gifts for Xiao Hua...
Do you know how difficult it is to get a decent photo of 2 boys , 2 girls and a cat?...
Very difficult...
very very difficult...
daddy and his girl...